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Jan. 7th, 2013 12:18 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
heartwiring so i'm going to college in.. a week.
my sister and her husband are coming to help me move in, and it's a small apartment like room? so i can make it look peaceful. honestly i'm scared to an extent because my last memories of my last year were me shaking and throwing up a lot, but i'm going to really try and make it a new start here. i think things will be better. i've been changed a lot, and there's no going back anyway, so the only option is forward, right?
i think i'm still scared though. and dad is going to be in singapore for months, so i won't see him, and i'm going to miss him driving by and checking on me since i wasn't too far away from home. then again they made sure because of lol illness but i really want to try hard.
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i honestly think things will be okay here. i have worries but i just have to try.
my sister and her husband are coming to help me move in, and it's a small apartment like room? so i can make it look peaceful. honestly i'm scared to an extent because my last memories of my last year were me shaking and throwing up a lot, but i'm going to really try and make it a new start here. i think things will be better. i've been changed a lot, and there's no going back anyway, so the only option is forward, right?
i think i'm still scared though. and dad is going to be in singapore for months, so i won't see him, and i'm going to miss him driving by and checking on me since i wasn't too far away from home. then again they made sure because of lol illness but i really want to try hard.
edit:
i honestly think things will be okay here. i have worries but i just have to try.
